Forever Changed

3 year ago
  • Forever Changed 3 year ago

  • Forever Changed

    I heard the footsteps coming and I knew this would be another long night
    And something inside me screamed this time it really isn't right
    The words he was saying were ruthless and cruel
    And each time he hit me I sat there and obeyed each and every rule
    I sat there blank faced and scared knowing that I couldn't cry
    For I knew what would happen if he saw the tears in my eyes

    Each and every swing felt worse and worse
    And then all I wanted was to be dead in a hearse
    He got real close and whispered "Bitch I wish you weren't alive"
    And all I was thinking was you're right, I wish I wouldn't survive
    He threw against the wall then proceeded to pin me to the ground
    He hit me again, covered my mouth, not letting me make a sound

    I started to struggle and tried to release myself of his forceful grip
    Then the next thing I heard was a loud, horrifying rip
    His hands were cold and I cringed at first touch
    I don't understand how a father could hate his daughter so much
    I froze and I couldn't believe that this was really going on
    I just kept looking at the clock wanting him to be gone

    I tried so badly not to think of the sharp pain
    And this wasn't part of his usual game
    I closed my eyes wishing the time would just pass by
    And that next time I opened them I would be up in the sky
    He pushed harder and harder and excruciating pain was all I felt
    The next thing I heard was the unbuckling of his belt

    Something happened inside of me that I can not explain
    I got this surge of energy and said "f you and your reign"
    Somehow, someway I got out just in time
    But what he had already done will never get out of my mind
    From then on my life has been forever changed
    It was like all I knew had been rearranged
    I hate him with everything I have in me and so much more
    And one day I want to end this war

Forever Changed

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